Hello my love!

I will admit.. my words are not as strong as yours when it comes to expressing our feelings.. I have a difficult time saying how I truly feel most of the time.. but the truth is.. I am shy.. expressing myself was never really a strong point for me.. I love you.. I am madly in love with you.. yes.. my emotional/crazy side seems to be the only side you see most of the time but I swear if you only knew what was going through my head.. you would understand.. sometimes I keep things to myself.. I get self conscious.. maybe my dramatic side comes from me missing you every day.. you have absolutely NO idea how much I think about you throughout the day.. most days when we talk before I go to work and you go to the library or class.. and we plan to have a Skype date.. I try to pick out an outfit as I am at work.. how I am going to do my make up differently.. what I am going to do with my hair.. hoping I look pretty for you after a long day.. as I am counting down the hours until I have a lunch break and I can talk to you.. then waiting until I get to go home and finally see you.. my excitement builds as it gets closer to my time with you.. I can't help that I just want to see you and talk to you most days.. and it may not seem that way when I get upset..it is mostly because I spent that entire day looking forward to seeing you.. I am sorry but I swear.. the thought of you.. or knowing I am going to see you.. makes my day so much better..  I love you so much Robert! I hope you know how much that post from last night means to me.. I am so lucky! You are perfect.

"We live in a world and a time where 

relationships don't have the same

value. It's easy to be with more than one

person; but, it takes discipline, an

exponential amount of love, care and

selflessness to give yourself to someone

wholly and fully.

There will always be people trying to come

between, trying to "be what you need."

Just so it's clear: she's all I need, she's the

one.. Thousands of miles away but when

you know, you know."

-Robert Mathias

I love you so much.