Hello my love!

It has been a few days since I've written.. This past weekend was magical.. thank you so much for everything! I missed you the moment you left.. but I am excited to see you in a few weeks my love! Today seemed to go by so slow.. and I could not stop thinking about you.. Days like these make me wish I could just be with you.. just have time alone with you.. I actually started looking through the books of poems I wrote for you about a year ago.. It is so crazy how fast time seems to fly.. and how our love keeps growing with time.. I can still remember how it felt writing each of those poems to you.. and now writing you letters everyday that you are away.. I feel my love constantly growing for you.. I hope you feel love.. I hope you know each night that I spend writing to you.. is how I wish to spend each night in my future.. time spent with you.. time to share the love we have for each other.. time to be with each other.. time for love.. always.. I love you so so much Robert.. you will always have my heart.

I'm reaching out to you

Can you hear my call?

This hurt that I've been through

I'm missing you, missing you like crazy

Can I lay by your side, next to you,

and make sure you're alright?

I'll take care of you

and I don't want to be here if I can't be with you tonight

Lay me down tonight, lay me by your side

Lay me down tonight, lay me by your side

Can I lay by your side, next to you,

and make sure you're alright?

I'll take care of you

and I don't want to be here if I can't be with you tonight

I love you so much.

Hello my love!

I am so excited to see you tomorrow! I can't even sleep.. I know that sounds weird.. but I can't.. I spent all day cleaning.. I felt like a house wife getting everything ready for her husband to come home from work.. I know you felt a little sick today.. so I hope you feel better by the time you wake up.. I have missed you so much.. you have no idea what it means to me.. finally getting to spend time with you.. I know these past few weeks have been difficult and you have been really stressed with school.. so I hope this weekend will give you a chance to relax a little.. almost like a mini vacation.. 

When you text me, I can't seem to 

open the text fast enough to read it.

When you call me, I fumble my phone 

in a rush to answer.

When I talk to you on the phone, I want to

reach through and caress your handsome face.

When there is silence on the phone, I want 

your phone to be my lips kissing your ear.

When we speak, the rest of the world 

is silent to me.

When we hang up, I stare at your name

on my screen and smile.

So before I close my eyes to begin my 

sweet dreams of you, I hold my phone close to

my heart, and hope that all my love for you

will keep us connected.

I am so excited to see you!

I love you so much.