Hello my love!

It is times like these that make me miss us in the past.. long phone calls.. simplicity.. wanting to just talk to each other.. or simply be in each other's company.. you have absolutely no idea how much I crave that.. this is not easy.. and for some reason it seems to get harder and harder as each day passes.. I just wish you would talk to me.. I wish I could understand what you are going through.. I wish you would let me help.. I wish you craved me as much as I crave you.. this will not be easy.. but you are everything I have always wanted.. you are everything I have always dreamed for and more than I will ever deserve.. I just miss us and how much we use to talk to each other.. and how much we use to share with one another.. instead of waiting at home to see you after work.. it has turned into waiting five to eight hours for you to text me back.. and I am lucky if I get a phone call.. lucky. I am not going anywhere.. no matter how hard you try to push me away or ignore me.. I am here to stay.. I just wish.. you knew that.. I will show you love everyday.. I just wish.. you showed me some back sometimes.. I love you and no matter how difficult things get I am always here.. waiting for you to just talk to me.. Love is patient.. Love is understanding.. Love is caring.. Love is listening.. Love is talking.. Love is sharing.. Love is not selfish.. and most importantly.. Love is forgiving. I guess what I have been trying to say is.. I miss you so much.. and this is really difficult most days.. I just miss you!

'Multiply it by infinity,

take it to the depths of forever

and you'll still only

have a glimpse of how much

I love you.'

I love you so much.