Hello my love!

I did a lot of thinking today.. mostly about my idea of love and what it means to me.. before I met you I've always had this extravagant idea of what love was like.. I had so many scenarios ready to be played out when I met the one to make me feel this picture perfect idea of love.. I thought I knew how to be the perfect girl to match the perfect boy.. I was positive I knew what the perfect kiss would be like.. I believed two people were absolutely destined to be together when they met.. I honestly thought I knew exactly what it took to be in a serious relationship.. Robert when I was seventeen I had so much confidence that my communication skills were perfect.. Then I met you.. I was soo wrong.. I never never been so wrong in my entire life.. you made me realize my idea of love was complete bullshit.. You exceeded all expectations I ever imagined.. for the past few hours I have been stuck... looking through old texts and pictures.. I can honestly say you have changed my life for the better.. I thought I knew it all.. and I had a hard reality check when you moved away.. no one can ever come between you and I.. There are things only we understand.. and are able to articulate.. Long distance is extremely difficult and challenges even the strongest part of all relationships.. Robert the love I only imagined to be true was an imaginary love that had no depth.. what I have with you is something not even the most romantic novels can explain.. what we have is special.. extraordinary.. You are a man that women only dream of in books.. I fortunately get to call you.. The love of my life.. What I had imagined to be true.. seems like a mediocre version of the fairytale I call my life.. I boast about the man I found.. The idea most girls my age have of love is nothing compared to what we have together.. I can honestly say I am blessed.. Just because you are in my life.. Robert Mathias actually loves me.. He looks at me with love in his eyes.. I will be forever grateful.. I only wish you knew.. 

Come on skinny love just last the year
Pour a little salt we were never here
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer

I tell my love to wreck it all
Cut out all the ropes and let me fall
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Right in the moment this order's tall

I told you to be patient
I told you to be fine
I told you to be balanced
I told you to be kind
In the morning I'll be with you
But it will be a different kind
'Cause I'll be holding all the tickets
And you'll be owning all the fines

Come on skinny love what happened here
Suckle on the hope in lite brassiere
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Sullen load is full, so slow on the split

I told you to be patient
I told you to be fine
I told you to be balanced
I told you to be kind
Now all your love is wasted?
Then who the hell was I?
Now I'm breaking at the bridges
And at the end of all your lines

Who will love you?
Who will fight?
Who will fall far behind?

Come on skinny love
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my

I promise to always love you