Hello my love!

It has been a very long time since I've done this.. I honestly wanted to surprise you with this.. It isn't easy being away from you.. after a long summer filled with your presence I couldn't stop the feeling of being lonely taking over me.. I was trying to come up with a new way to show my never ending love for you..I can't be next to you.. so I promise for every night that I am not by your side.. I will send you a letter to read before you rest your head.. i started this the first year you were away from me.. now I want to make sure this last year we are apart I will dedicate each night to you.. I tried coming up with a cute little saying.. a letter a day keeps the doubt away.. but for some reason I hurt my own feelings by using the word "doubt" all jokes aside.. I wanted to do something simple.. spending every night making sure you feel special.. with all my love written out to you.. I know we are complicated and this distance keeps getting to us.. it is your first day back.. I am not ready to be away and worried about you.. I love you so damn much.. Robert you are my first priority from the start or the day to the last hour i am awake.. and I promise to continuously express that to you.. Maybe it is hard to believe now but.. you once said it important to act as husband and wife.. and i will do that.. for the rest of my life.. I love you Robert 

Wise men say
Only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I stay?
Would it be a sin
If I can't help falling in love with you?

Like a river flows
Surely to the sea
Darling, so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand,
Take my whole life, too
For I can't help falling in love with you

Like a river flows
Surely to the sea
Darling, so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand,
Take my whole life, too
For I can't help falling in love with you
For I can't help falling in love with you

I promise to always love you