Hello my love!

I am still so bummed about your watch.. I tried to get it fixed today but I don't think the guy can.. maybe I will get you new straps.. I know I already sent you these photos but I feel bad I don't have any with your watch in it.. and I just wanted you to look back on a little picnic from this weekend that I actually promised you a very long time ago.. I realize the efforts you ask of me take a little longer than you want and I am sorry for that.. also.. what you said today really stuck with me.. about focusing on what we can do for each other and worry about how we are misunderstanding situations.. and learn how to fix problems by not blaming.. but by understanding first what we did wrong.. you have no idea how much I appreciate you saying you noticed yourself losing patience and snapping at me more than you ever have before.. but I also wanted to tell you I realize my faults too.. and there were mistakes I made to make you fall into those habits.. we are both at fault and it is extremely comforting knowing we are trying not to blame.. instead trying to fault the faults we can fix in ourselves.. I love you Robert.. 

When you came to me with your bad dreams and your fears

                                                       It was easy to see that you'd been crying

Seems like everywhere you turn catastrophe it reigns

But who really profits from the dying

I could hold you in my armsI could hold you forever

I could hold you in my arms

I could hold you in my arms forever

When you kissed my lips with my mouth so full of questions

It's my worried mind that you quiet

Place your hands on my face

Close my eyes and say

Love is a poor man's food

Don't prophesize

I could hold you in my arms

I could hold you forever

And I could hold you in my arms

I could hold you forever

So now we see how it is

This fist begets the spear

Weapons of war

Symptoms of madness

Don't let your eyes refuse to see

Don't let your ears refuse to hear

Or you ain't never going to shake this sense of sadness

I could hold you in my arms

I could hold on forever

And I could hold you in my arms

I could hold forever

I will always love you..