Hello my love!

It has been a few days since I've written.. This past weekend was magical.. thank you so much for everything! I missed you the moment you left.. but I am excited to see you in a few weeks my love! Today seemed to go by so slow.. and I could not stop thinking about you.. Days like these make me wish I could just be with you.. just have time alone with you.. I actually started looking through the books of poems I wrote for you about a year ago.. It is so crazy how fast time seems to fly.. and how our love keeps growing with time.. I can still remember how it felt writing each of those poems to you.. and now writing you letters everyday that you are away.. I feel my love constantly growing for you.. I hope you feel love.. I hope you know each night that I spend writing to you.. is how I wish to spend each night in my future.. time spent with you.. time to share the love we have for each other.. time to be with each other.. time for love.. always.. I love you so so much Robert.. you will always have my heart.

I'm reaching out to you

Can you hear my call?

This hurt that I've been through

I'm missing you, missing you like crazy

Can I lay by your side, next to you,

and make sure you're alright?

I'll take care of you

and I don't want to be here if I can't be with you tonight

Lay me down tonight, lay me by your side

Lay me down tonight, lay me by your side

Can I lay by your side, next to you,

and make sure you're alright?

I'll take care of you

and I don't want to be here if I can't be with you tonight

I love you so much.

Hello my love!

I am so excited to see you tomorrow! I can't even sleep.. I know that sounds weird.. but I can't.. I spent all day cleaning.. I felt like a house wife getting everything ready for her husband to come home from work.. I know you felt a little sick today.. so I hope you feel better by the time you wake up.. I have missed you so much.. you have no idea what it means to me.. finally getting to spend time with you.. I know these past few weeks have been difficult and you have been really stressed with school.. so I hope this weekend will give you a chance to relax a little.. almost like a mini vacation.. 

When you text me, I can't seem to 

open the text fast enough to read it.

When you call me, I fumble my phone 

in a rush to answer.

When I talk to you on the phone, I want to

reach through and caress your handsome face.

When there is silence on the phone, I want 

your phone to be my lips kissing your ear.

When we speak, the rest of the world 

is silent to me.

When we hang up, I stare at your name

on my screen and smile.

So before I close my eyes to begin my 

sweet dreams of you, I hold my phone close to

my heart, and hope that all my love for you

will keep us connected.

I am so excited to see you!

I love you so much.

Hello my love!

I missed you so much today.. I wish there was something I could do or say to help you.. or take your stress away.. but remember "God will never give you anything you can't handle, so don't stress." I forget to tell you everyday but.. you are honestly incredible.. I believe in you.. and I am so proud of you and all of your accomplishments.. and you still find ways to amaze me everyday.. I am so lucky to have you Robert.. so so lucky.. even after all that we have been through.. you still have my heart.. I know you are studying so I wanted to send you some love! I believe in you.. I always have..

Two years of holding hands

Two years of hugging,

Two years of laughing,

Two years of cuddling.

Two years of loving

Two years of kissing

Two years of touching

Two years of romancing.

Two years of your love

Two years of my love,

Two years of our love

Two years of true love.

Two years with you

is two years of happiness,

Two years of passion,

Two years of joy

Two years blessed.

I love you so much!

Hello my love!

In the stillness of a sunrise,

the winds of time stood beneath

forsaken shades of blue skies and

soft clouds with gliding shadows.

I've heard the music of your heart,

through your soft whispers in the wind

and the gentleness of your smile

from all seasons we have both shared

that ignite the power of love.

Your passion held me in its warmth

from the melody of your thoughts

and cravings you pen with your words

that touched the core of my desire.

Within the depths of my longings

I'll walk with you though ages of time

and in every moment of life

I will hold you close to my heart.

Day descends, night unfolds its cape

and for just one instant in time,

I reach, touch the stars, and I feel

my heart beat with the rhythm of yours

and my soul dances to its tempo.

You are my world, my heart, my pulse.

I love you so much.

Hello my love!

I want to also make a promise.. I am going to love you to the fullest.. I am sorry if you have ever felt that I was not already doing so.. I love you so much.. and the separation between us is bringing up insecurities that we do not need to think about.. I love you.. I want you to be my husband.. I want to always be by your side.. I want you to feel supported and loved each and every single day.. we both crave each other's love.. so lets promise to show it.. I know you miss me.. you know I miss you.. so lets love.. show love whenever we can.. we both need each other.. promise to support.. and be by each other's side.. "Our attitudes and our strength will determine us and what people see us as" -The Great Robert Mathias.. hahaha we both have crazy schedules but we are both strong.. and so is our love.. so lets promise to stay understanding.. and love to the fullest.. always.. You are my husband.. I promise to always keep you happy.. and feel loved!

I want to wake

each morning in your 

arms

comforted by your oddness

seduced by your knowledge 

of my ways

I want to care for you!

I love you so much.

Hello my love!

Today was such a long day.. I feel so tired.. and today the girls I work with were asking about you like crazy.. it made me miss you even more.. I really wanted to talk to you tonight.. I just want to hear your voice.. days like these make me wish I could just stay the night with you.. I miss you like crazy.. and thursday seems so far away right now.. today was a long day for the both of us.. but I hope you have another great day tomorrow.. Sunday.. your favorite day of week.. I love you robert.. so very much..

You once asked me 

who I would be

if I could be anybody

in the entire world

every little part of

me wanted to say:

you

because then I would 

know that every little part of me 

was love

indefinitely 

I love you so much.

Hello my love!

Since I forgot your watch at my house yesterday.. I wanted to fill you in on what I did throughout the day.. I missed you today.. it made me think of all our little dates at the fair.. and how many times you played games just to get the biggest prize.. This time next week I will be picking you up from the airpot.. you have no idea how excited I am about that.. I know this next week is going to be really busy for you.. trust me I understand so you do not need to worry about me.. but.. I just wanted to let you know I have friday and saturday off.. my boss wanted me to enjoy my time with you.. I am sorry my mind is all over the place.. I feel like there is so much to tell you.. and I wish I could have talked to you more today.. sometimes just hearing your voice for a few minutes throughout the day makes everything better.. I know you are asleep now so.. Good morning! I hope you have a wonderful day my love.. and I would love a phone call from you! I miss you so much.. and I pray that even on the worst of days you still have something to be happy about.. 

Please know I'll never be able to love

anyone as much as I love you.

You're the only one for me.

And that is the way it will always be.

Without you my heart would be empty and incomplete.

Every memory I have of you I treasure.

Every thought of you is wonderful.

Thank you for the love you have given me.

Thank you for the lesson of my life I will never forget.

Thank you, love of my life.

I love you so much.